I get it, you guys don’t like me and you don’t have to, because I left. I’m happy now, everyone’s happy and I don’t really mind cutting ties coz I’m really happy where I am now.
I’m now with people who are on the same wavelength as I am. Now I realize that I have made so many wrong choices before. Including choice of crowd. But that’s nobody’s fault, the differences might’ve been too much and that can’t be helped, can it?
But talking about me, how you guys ‘don’t like me’ to certain people outside of the circle of friends is not what I expected. A what, third degree common friend met with my bestfriend for the first time today and actually talked about my past fling with a certain guy and how “wild” I was when we ended it? And how you guys did not like me anymore? Labo, bat umabot sa kanya. I’m not even tight with this guy and yet he ends up telling my whole biography to my own bestfriend? Bakit? Bakit kelangan umabot sa ibang grupo ang isyu-isyuhan natin? I don’t get it.
You know what, I was getting along fine, I like my social life better now than before and then I hear this. Why did I let such people into my life? So that they can talk about my mistakes and blunders after cutting ties? Maybe I had a fault there too, maybe I was just too open about my life but come on, do you really have to talk about me all the time? To all people who know me?
I’m not going to say harsh words because I honestly don’t have anything bad to say but I don’t know, at least y’all could’ve had to the guts to face me and tell me I’m not so likeable? Unfollowing me, make parinig on Twitter, that doesn’t count. Now me writing this post is sort of an equivalent retaliation. I’m not facing any of you either. I’m done. Continue talking about me to other people though, it makes me feel so important.
So go ahead. Laugh together (because I know how you guys are), post this on your facebook group, BBM each other, I genuinely don’t care anymore. You know why? Because I am totally erasing every single one of you. From my life. Everybody’s happy, yeah?
Pa-cool ako. Nakakairita ako. I create unnecessary drama. Pok pok ako. Ok na, ok na? I’m posting these words for the public to see so that you can stop making an effort of telling other people that. I’ll do it myself. See, I’m helpful!
So that’s enough. You can all go back to your high school ways and your high school jokes and stay there. You guys ever think why there are like what, three of us that left? I don’t know, maybe amidst all your super perfection and your super beautiful selves there’s something wrong? I dunno, I dunno. Just a hunch.
I’ve never felt so free in my life right now. This is my last post and I’m bound to make another account anyway.
I’m gonna miss this blog though.